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"I noticed that while I had the 'light of the world' in my life, I was still an outsider.
I could not adapt to the cookie-cutter Christian model. . .Now I am a shadow dweller, lurking with a candle, holding it out to others. . .sharing the light and the love of God to those who are also living in the shadows.
The world is dark to me, that it saddens me greatly because it's so far from God's holy plan and design. . .lost, hell bound and full of people in complete denial. . .So I wear black and tell others that the world is empty and bleak. Yet it does not have to be."